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Friday, July 27, 2007
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time: 10:31 PM
there is only one word to describe today. WOW.
stepping down ceremony for J2 exco, then stepping up for us. it was such an experience, i can hardly find the words to describe it. i thought that i had it all under control in the morning. just go in, get prayed over and introed, then it'll be over. i never expected to feel the way i felt sitting there listening to chaplain speak. all those feelings of inadequacy and not being able to meet the expectations of the teachers, my fellow exco and SFC mates, and most of all God, all came rushing back to me. i literally broke out in cold sweat. i admittedly spent alot of the chaplain's exhortation thinking about all the worst case scenarios. what if i failed. what if i am not up to standard. what if...

then kevin came up to speak, and it was really as if God was using him so powerfully to speak to me. he prob will never know how reassuring his words were. haha. he spoke of David, and how God did not look at the things that Man looks at, but He looks at the heart. i was chosen for a reason, to fulfill the purpose that God has for my life at this point. i never ceased to be amazed at how God is just so awesomely faithful, even as we keep stumbling in having faith in Him, He is just so so patient to steer me in the right direction again.

so the rest of the ceremony passed quite uneventfully, except for when i had to intro the new exco, and in true priscilla fashion, blanked out when faced with public speaking. sigh. certainly something i really need to work on. the badge just felt so heavy in my hands man. the responsibility was palpable. all i can do now is depend on God to bring me on the journey he has mapped out. its gonna be one heckuva ride(:

on a lighter note, dinner was AWESOME! haah. botak jones is da man. hahahaha. thanks to jon ho for insisting on going there. huge portions, good value, relatively low prices, nice casual ambience, and GREAT fellowship. what's not to love? gained some really weird insights from jon, and bonded real well with rach(: oh yes and witnessed the scandalous... muaha. pics to be up soon once i can steal them from someone. hee(: