Wednesday, April 25, 2007
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time: 9:55 PM
wow this HAS to be a record. nearly 2 months without blogging. and i suffered no withdrawal symptoms whatsoever. (:
life has a funny way of dealing things to us. in manners we think that we expect, but actually don't. its annoying to be caught off-guard by your emotions. makes it seem as if you are no longer in control of things. feeling helpless while being held captive by emotions that so definitely should not be there is a real bummer. makes me wonder if there will be a similar sense of helplessness when we surrender to God.. when we allow every part of our lives to be His and for His purpose. is that even humanly possible? i used to think that it was. sad to say i am having doubts.
oh Lord give me the desire to entrust you with my life, allow the words that i sing reflect the true state of my heart. amen.i know that i am being awfully cryptic but i guess this post if here for the purpose of ranting. so if you will, just indulge my brief lapse into emo-land.
okay onto happier things... met a new friend today through dear soni. JURANE! boy that girl can sing. if you ever see her around school be sure to ask her for a song. it is definitely going to blow you away.
(or humble you like it did me:)07A06. you guys are a super-duper buncha ppl man! i have really enjoyed our times together. from the really weird antics of shengky and emmanuel during chinese to the maniacal laugh-a-thons with fe jamie jill and ping. its kinda dulled the pain that school is afflicting on me. haha. thanks guys(:
well this post has been sufficiently awkward. i think its the lack of sleep getting to me(dang santi leaking aircon). will try to make the successive ones more coherent.(: till then, turrah santis!