ITS OFFICIALLY OVER PEOPLE.
yesterday culminated in a bucket of tears and in me COMPLETELY losing control of my emotions. it was so agonizing just during the waiting period, while clarissa, sharon, enya and i were sitting in the cab on the way there, and while we were sitting in line in the hall waiting for our turn. i felt so jumbled up inside, and so dazed about what was (finally) going on, that i just started crying even before i got the results. after Mr Anthony handed me the slip, i was shaking so bad that i had to run out of the hall to open the slip.i could just hear everyone screaming and their eyes expectantly latched on me.

to cut the long story short, i found out that i had nine points.

nine.

blinking nine points!

this was the epitome of mixed feelings. i was so so glad to see the single digit, but at the same time crushed to see the SAME single digit. sigh. i know A LOT of people feel like slapping me right now just for saying this, but its honestly how i felt. SO MANY people were expecting me to do better than at the prelims (or at least it felt that way),and i expected a better score. but it was only after someone actually commented on that very fact that i completely lost it and broke down. i was embarrasingly sobbing like a baby. thanks so much to clarissa and leona and huilin who were there to console me. you guys are the best!(and cheok i am waiting for those pineapple tarts! hehe) i shall not repeat that loooong thank you dedication that i made at the end of the exams last year. just ref to the previous post yeah. but this one thing i will say: